First, I want to say that it is a BLESSING, that I am passionate about so many things in my life. I used to have nothing to look forward to, and feel utterly useless in this world to be honest. Then instead of just feeling bad for myself, I decided to take action and change how I am living my life.
JOB – I am a Registered Behavior Technician. It has a bad reputation in some people’s eyes because of their history, and I low key understand because I have seen some bad technicians, but the field constantly grows in ethics and new techniques and has come so far. I work with kids with autism for a living and help them learn to communicate and play with others so they can live a more fulfilled life and be able to take advantage of what society has to offer.
I love my job. I am good at my job. I’ve learned to do my job in a fun positive meaningful way where the kids have fun learning, they feel good about themselves because I am praising them for many things. And my kids are such learners, they are so happy and excited to learn, and building a relationship with children who never cared about you or can’t communicate with you, is so rewarding. You can see their personalities coming out, they are actually able to ask me for the cereal they want, or more strawberries or they are able to play with others in a safe way. I am going to school to become a behavioral analyst, which basically is someone who observes these kids and makes programs for them to help them learn.
I feel so fulfilled in my job and I went through so many different avenues in my career to dissect myself and understand why I like some jobs and hate some jobs, in order to find the perfect career for me.
BLOG – Ever since I started my blog, I LOVED it. I love this active community, I love being able to share my thoughts. So many people here are so introspective and in touch with their thoughts and emotions. It is so amazing. Why did I not think of this before? Writing truly brings out your introspective thoughts. Of course you are going to have thinkers in this community. I feel like a belong here, and I don’t feel exhausted being here. I feel exhausted on other apps.
WORKOUTS – I used to NEVER like working out. I hated it. I am coming on to 10 months of consistent working out. That is absolutely wild to me. Changed my entire mindset. Which is why my blog is about working out and your mindset as a person. I love feeling strong and I love my community, and I love learning what my body can do for me. It is absolutely incredible and I truly believe everyone should be living in a healthy strong body because my brain has been completely transformed. I started for toxic reasons, and stayed working out because of how amazing it made me feel.
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