There is an interesting story about this.

I love kpop. I love blackpink, I love Jennie’s solo album, I’m obsessed with kpop demon hunters, I loved bad villain but idk where they went. I follow all the new groups, I loved bad villain meovv and my new obsession is All Day project.

Blackpinks songs actually helped me become the confident person I am now. Idk if it’s cause when I listen to these songs, I’m gaslighting myself to be confident, but regardless I feel more confident everytime I listen to their songs. It’s the ADHD in me to listen to it on repeat. I was the top .01% listener on YouTube music for black pink actually!

When I was younger, I also loved kpop but my friends called me a poser because I was more Americanized. So I didn’t really listen much to kpop anymore because I didn’t want to be called a poser. Which is sad because I’ve always loved it. I grew up on 2ne1. I loved my monolids because of CL. She didn’t have to get any surgery in order to be beautiful and be a famous celebrity.

Now that I am older, I’ve gotten back into it and it inspires me to learn Korean again.